Jaded

huhm. i have a headache-type thing. I dont particularly like this feeling. Hmm. SOyeah, I hate breaks. They give me too much time to think, and me + thinking is a really bad thing. Yeah. Euh. Ive been trying to lose myself in Charmed. It isnt working that well. Charmed makes me sad or scared. Either or. I've been a wreck lately. And I dont know Why exactly. Je ne sais pas.
So today, I woke up and ..l I woke up. Sven came by around 2:00. My dad was home, so I had to turn him away. I wish I didnt have to. :[

Im all blogged out. Kinda.