Sunday, October 25, 2009

Mon Chien

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I hate feeling like this. Immensely. -_- This is bull.

Thursday, October 15, 2009


Thinks far with vision
Easily influenced by kindness
Polite and soft-spoken
Having lots of ideas
Active mind
Tends to delay
Choosy and always wants the best
Funny and humorous
Loves to joke
Good debating skills
Knows how to make friends
Able to show character
Easily hurt
Prone to getting colds
Loves to dress up
Easily bored
Seldom shows emotions
Takes time to recover when hurt
Brand conscious

Monday, October 12, 2009

I wish I never loved you.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

I'm so lost and lonely.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

I just don't know what to do. Is your life better without me? Are you glad we aren't together anymore? Was I just turning into baggage? I feel so broken. I thought you loved me. Do you even miss me? Do you have any feelings left? I can be the girl you loved. I promise. I won't be negative anymore. I promise to be the fun, nice girl that you loved before. I didn't realize I was being so negative and unlikable. I can be a Christian. I change back. That girl you love is still in me. I promise. Just give me another chance. I know I sound pathetic and everything, but I've never loved anybody this much. I don't know what to do without you. I feel so lost and alone. I'll be whatever you want me to be. I promise. Just come back to me. Please?
I wish I had never brought anything up. I wish I could turn back time and just leave it as it was. I wish you told me you were getting annoyed. I wish you had just talked to me and told me my negativity was getting annoying. I would have stopped. I'll do anything for you.

Does he even miss me?
I miss him. I miss everything about him. I just want him back.
I'll do nearly anything to have Roan back. .. I almost typed My. He isn't mine anymore..
I'll convert for him
I'll be the way I was before for him. I.E. Happy
My negativity just kind of came out. I'm sorry Roan. I can change. I didn't realize I was being so negative.. I should have realized it bothered you. I'm sorry. I can change. I can be different.

I've never loved anybody this much. I don't want to lose him. I feel so.. lost without him.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

So, I don't know what I did to make him stop loving me. Okay.. Yes I do. But, I'm a little over that. A little. I'm cried out. For the moment.
Watch it all come back tomorrow. DX
I guess its my fault. Loving someone this much cant be good for you. Whatever.
I'm not mad anymore. I'm glad he did it now rather than wait and let me fall even More in love with him. I could never hate him. I'll move on.
Everyone says that you can't be friends with your exes. I want to prove that wrong. If I can't be his girlfriend, I want to be his best friend. I don't want him out of my life. And I don't have a hidden agenda, I just.. Need him in my life, one way or another.
I don't know. I've just come so accustomed to his presence, and it would be weird to not talk to him or anything.