He said that like. 5 mintues ago. I think something inside of me started crying. Why? Honestly, Why does he say things like that? I just closed that box! I JUST CLOSED THAT PART OFF. And now, its as if he ripped off the cover of that box. Everything came spilling out, what is the matter with me? He hurt me so terribly, and Im willing to do it again. Am I stupid? I think so. I'm wilting as I type. I've lost the will to blog. He hurts me, but lifts me up at the same time. Terrible.